The work of self-realization
The last few weeks were a true emotional rollercoaster for me.
As I've been working on healing my younger self and I reached the ages of 15-18 years old, flashbacks came to my mind bringing with them emotions that I have suppressed to the surface.
Dealing again with rejection, body image issues, and the feeling of being alienated is not an easy task, especially when it is accompanied by my current day-to-day life. In addition, the universe apparently thought that I didn't have enough on my plate and decided that I was finally ready to process the final stages of my last breakup, and I indeed felt broken.
While dealing with all that, to my surprise, the world did not stop, and my clients kept coming in, which I am grateful for. I don't know if you know that, but the universe has a funny way of using other people in our surroundings as mirrors and reflecting our issues through them.
Most clients I have treated lately were dealing with grief and struggled to let go of heavy emotions they'd been carrying within them for years. It suddenly hit me; I knew what I got to do.
It took me a whole weekend of staying in, giving myself energy work, and talking with close friends, but I have finally managed to let go, and it feels effing amazing!
With such a relive and a sense of joy, I finally broke another circle and leveled up again. My days are looking different, and my treatments have not been the same; I feel that now I can dive even deeper into my clients' energetic selves; and extract blockages that I didn't have access to before, such an intense and beautiful feeling!
